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32 year old Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats, loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and believes growing up is overrated.

Deals with several chronic health concerns and worked part-time as an Admin Assist until the company closed in November 2009. Looking once again for a part time job. Also runs her own small business, PhoenixFire Designs.

 
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Miss M. Turner
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Elfers, FL 34680

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I lost my beloved cat,
Kush, to cancer in 2003. Cancer is the #1 disease-related cause of death for cats and dogs. With your support, together we can find a cure

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"seasons greetings 2009" ver. 25
originally created 12/7/09 and designed for 1024x768 or larger, CSS capable browser Like
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Reminder...

There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.

To these people I say
grow up
.

Here's a bit of info people...the web is a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty site has disappeared.

I pay for this site. It's mine. That means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else. Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care. This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't, it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.

*gets off soapbox*



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Friday, April 23, 2010

Friday

It’s a trilogy of fun this morning: my head hurts, my stomach hurts and I didn’t sleep worth a damn. I really needed another half hour or so to address the stomach issues but I was already 10 minutes late, so I didn’t really have MORE time to deal with it. I’m not sure how I’m going to make the entire day though.

 

And last night, my subconscious decided it would be loads of fun to give me nightmares. All night long, dreams about people I love dying and me being left alone. Awesome. That sort of shit scares me already, normally as it is. I would lose my apartment and have no place to go with no money whatsoever if something happened. Even more so now that Rand’s gone because he at least had a house with a guest bedroom. But if something happened to Love…I’d have no place to go.

 

I am so not ready to face the day today. I so don’t want to be here. (Which is why I’m stalling and writing up an entry instead of making my calls.) I’m so on the edge of tears right now, it’s absurd. Even typing this, I can’t think about it too much or I’m going to cry. Today feels like one of those real, “I’m going to totally break down” days. These tenuous threads I’m clinging to are so frayed they can’t hold anymore.

 

Anyway, what else is new? I’m broken. I’m damaged. I’m exhausted. And I don’t want to face the world. Broken record these days.

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