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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Monday, June 19, 2006
Fatigue
My fatigue has been horrible recently. Normally, I go through cycles; sometimes very achey and fatigued, and other times very tolerable. It's been good lately but now... ugh, it's awful. Yesterday I wanted to cry I felt so bad. My whole body hurt like it does when you've had the flu for two weeks, I was so tired I felt like I was passing out, and I was dizzy and unable to focus. We had to go to Love's parents - an hour drive away - for Father's Day (a day I hate, though I try not to let it show when we see Love's dad because he's really a sweetheart. It just doesn't change the fact I wish I could burn the day off the calendar forever) and it was more then I could handle. I got home and felt so sick, that even though I was starving, I couldn't eat. I was just exhausted and miserable. I felt so wrong. Today, I couldn't get out of bed. And here it's 3pm and I need to take a shower, but it feels like asking me to climb Everest. So impossible, I want to cry. I don't know why it's so bad all of a sudden. Maybe it has to do with my cycle this week...? I don't know. I just know it's bad. Worse then it's been in a long time. I got a call from K. today. She asked if I could come in and cover for them on Friday. I agreed of course but it still stings to cover for your own replacement. It'll be $80 though and I can desperately use the cash. I've been pimping out my runes and had a TON of positive feedback and people talking about ordering a set...and then not a single one sold yet. *sighs* I was hoping to sell a couple sets to give me money for food/gas this week. Looks like that's not happening. Anyway, I need to shower. If I don't try to do it now I won't manage at all. And I feel scuzzy and gross and really want a shower. Just a bad start to the week. Oh! And poor Love is really sick. He missed Thursday AND Friday from work because he's been sick (throwing up and such.) Felt better Saturday, worse again yesterday and is at work today trying to get an appointment with the doctor. Something's really wrong. We don't have any idea what since if it was a stomach flu, it (a) should be better by now and (b) I should have gotten it. Food poisioning wouldn't last this long. So he's sick, I'm in a horrible spoonless state right now and we're broke. Fun times.
~ sweet smelling daffodils :: miss m ::
at 6/19/2006 02:58:00 PM ~
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