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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
The Longest 36 Hours
It's amazing how a day and a half can feel like a lifetime. Normally, something in the vacinity of 36 hours blows by without you really noticing. But when you're dealing with being horrifically sick - the kind of sick that means stomach flu or food posioning - those 36 hours are infinity. Monday night my stomach got bad. I thought it was just a flare-up; my stomach just falling into an exceptionally bad spell. It happens. But all that night I was in agony. I took off Tuesday thinking I'd recoup and feel better. But Tuesday just brought more of the same. I couldn't eat, I couldn't keep anything down, I felt physically exhausted and my stomach was hell. Last night, it didn't get any better. I couldn't even sleep for how bad it hurt. I took pepto and tums and imodium and nothing helped. The plan was to get in for the afternoon today but this morning I've still been stuck, sick, my hours spent in and out of the bathroom. So here is it Wednesday afternoon and I missed yesterday and I'm missing today. The pain in my stomach is ever present and though it is just barely less then it's been, it's still bad enough to find me doubled over on the couch, dreading the next onslaught. Gods I hope this stops soon. This pain is just unbearable and so unyeilding. I don't know what happened, I just know I want it to end.
~ sweet smelling daffodils :: miss m ::
at 5/03/2006 02:11:00 PM ~
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