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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Tuesday's Grey and Wednesday Too
Ho hum. So I'm back at the temp job this morning. And damn is it boring today. It's going on noon, so I've been here for about two hours so far. The phone has rung maybe a dozen times in that period and I've managed to read and comment on my LJ list and read through a forum. I'll go through my other bloglist after this and then I'll basically be out of things to do. I'm pondering the idea of painting my nails. I'm also debating bringing in my quilling stuff and working on some items for the afternoon. Why not? I'm just sitting here, staring at the net. Surely it's no worse to sit and twist little strips of paper into shapes. I'm not feeling unwell but I'm not feeling great either. I've got cramps which are a damper and which make me want to curl up under the covers and spend the day sleeping but the Tylenol helps take the worst of it out of my consciousness. But I'm still left kinda worn out and spacey. It's just one of those grey sorta days where you want to veg and not have to actually deal with people, thinking or general social niceities. You know, when the whole public personna/face is just more of a pain then you feel like dealing with? Yeah, that. Over the weekend, I went to a local-run vitamin/natural smoothie shop. It's next to my favorite pagan bookstore. I picked up an omega-3 suppliment that also has a few other things in it as well as a digestive enzyme suppliment. A few friends pointed out that omega-3's have been associated with helping pretty much everything including dealing with depression, low moods and mood balance. And the digestive enzymes are supposed to help balance out the entire digestive tract, aiding in food processing as well as cleaning out residual impurities left over in the system. It's also supposed to be a natural, mild anti-inflamatory to help with minor joint pain. (Which I deal with too.) We're on day five and I can't say I've noticed anything either way, though it's a bad week to evaluate my stomach. It's always it's worst when I'm on cycle. We'll look how it is at the end of next week and see how it's doing after a couple weeks and a week of "normal" system. Not to mention, vitamins and herbs often take 2-3 weeks to really get into the system enough to make a difference. I know it took almost a month before I really noticed the feverfew was working. My stomach's been decent though, especially considering it's normally bad right now. Not great or even what an average person would consider normal but not nearly as bad as it often is. We'll see if this holds out and if I can get a little bit of improvement. I spent about an hour talking with the owner of the shop. Nice guy. And we were talking about how chronic conditions like IBS and migraines and such really have a drastic effect on the quality of life. At this point, I'm open to ideas you know? it doesn't help, then I'm no worse for the attempt, but if it does, well, then maybe I can get a little bit of my life back, you know? Dammit. I hate this laptop. They have me set up as a user login on it. Limiting all the access, write properties and such. They also have it set to update automatically and not give me any say in the matter. This stupid message box popped up that I can't exit or close that is telling me I have to reboot. Right now! *rolleyes* This is the kind of shit I always turn to manual on my computer. It's beyond annoying to have to deal with the damned admin lockouts on this thing. I disable all the hand-holding crap windows puts in and put everything to manual. My pc lets me know when there's an update but it won't download or install it until I tell it to. We do things when I'm ready for it, now automatically when it wants to. I get that the IT department here is just trying to save themselves headaches. That most users are idiots and do dumb things like install crappy spyware filled junk on their pc but first off, I'm not one of them and secondly, this is a technology company. Everyone here is the high end if not the expert end of computer literacy. Oh well. It won't leave me alone until I reboot so I guess I'll wrap up. Have about an hour until lunch then the long, loooooong stretch of hours this afternoon left to go. Why does the afternoon take so much longer then the morning? Ta for now.
~ sweet smelling daffodils :: miss m ::
at 4/26/2006 12:12:00 PM ~
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