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There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
Super Sleepy
Man, I'm in trouble. It's only 9:41am and I'm having the absolute damndest time keeping my eyes open. I was absolutely dead to the world this morning when I had to get up. Things haven't improved much since then. Normally, I wake up sometime around 5:30am or so. Don't ask me why, I just do. So I get up, drop some kibble in the girls' bowls and make a quick bladder break before going back to sleep. Problem is that Love's alarm then goes off at 6am. He hit snooze and it goes off again at 6:09am. It tends to take me 10 or 15 minutes to fall back to sleep, so I'm normally annoyed and mostly awake during this whole span. Then he goes to take a shower. I tend to drift off to sleep but then he comes back to bed for a doze after the shower which wakes me up again. After that, he gets up and starts getting ready which normally involves coming in and out of the bedroom a few times. So I get highly irritated and downright cranky because from about 5:30am through when he leaves at around 7:30-7:40am I'm basically continually woken up. On temp days, I have to wake up around 7:30am to start getting ready. On non work days, I have to get up to lock the door (privacy lock) and then go back to bed. So... this morning, I woke up like 5:22am or so but then fell back asleep so soundly that when Love came in to tell me he was leaving, I had no idea how it got to be 7:30am. I was dead in the middle of sleep. Having to wake up out of that deep of sleep so suddenly just isn't working. It's like someone waking up the average person at like 3am and expecting them to start their day and be fully awake and at their best. Ugh, just doesn't work. It's going to be a looooooong day. What stinks too is that I don't have anything at the apartment for lunch. Bah. And I can't even nap during my lunch hour because I have to use the vast majority of it trying to wrangle my stomach in order after the morning's long wait and then in prepration of the afternoon's hours as well. Bah. Right now, I'm looking forward to two things. In the short term, 5:30pm. Then if I really need to, I can lay down for a half an hour or so before dinner. In the long term, looks like we're set touse our comp tickets to Disney this Saturday. Ironicaly, it'll be exactly one month after the last time we went and got the freebies in the first place. Heh. My friend Rand wanted to go last time for Love's birthday trip but was really sick with a bad cold so he's coming out with us this time instead. The only thing I'm worried about is being beat from the week. Normally, I prepare for the all-day event by resting during the week. Sure, sitting here answering the phone isn't stressful. But I am sorely under-sleeping which will catch up with me. I just want to enjoy myself. We've actually clocked how much we walk in a day with a pedometer thingy and came up with over 13 miles. That's a lot. So I just want to be up for it and have a good time. I'm logged into Yahoo messanger all day so if anyone's around and wants to chat, feel free. I need to do something to help pass the day and not fall asleep at my desk! To do reminder for myself: - Make the damned necklace order! It's been a week already. (I just haven't had time and it's a slightly complicated piece. It's a redo of the pink and green flower necklace.) - Update PhoenixFire Designs with the beautiful bracelet (in the same colors as these earrings) and the new glass pearl bracelet and necklace. Dammit, they're nice, they'll sell and the cash would be helpful! - Copy the 100 Things to the domain. - Make new damned layout. It's going to be Spring in four damned days! *hums* I need to make a post sometime with some of the things I normally "say" so you guys can hear how I hear it in my head when I type things like "hums" or "so...." It'd be amusing. Alright, I'm drawing a blank for now. More later perhaps.
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