28 year old
Pagan female who lives in Florida with her guy and two cats,
loves Disney, reads fanatically, tinkers in photography and
believes growing up is overrated.
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do
with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
Tooth
Drive:
I need to
raise over $850 for critically needed dental
work. I'll be listing my hand made
jewelry, bracelets,
earrings, necklaces and horns
for sale to try to raise the desperately needed funds.
Every order helps. I can accept paypal payments at
webmaster@giveneyestosee.com
or check/money orders at:
M. Turner
PO Box 1484, Elfers, FL 34684
Thank you for your help and support.
I've also set
up a
tooth fund for anyone
wanted to donate without purchase.
Need a
good webhost?
Try
DreamHost. Use
my linkI'll get a
referal credit which goes straight into the Tooth Fund
as well.
Sleeping, the Benadryl Way I don't know what happened last night, but my eyes started watering and itching suddenly very bad. And then they started to puff. My eyes don't ever puff. I don't have any eye drops or anything at the house and I wasn't sure what to do. So I grabbed some tea bags and put them on my eyes hoping it might help. It did a little but it wasn't normal. So I took some Benadryl and went to bed.
I should do this more often. Because I slept the entire night through. Something I haven't done in weeks. Normally, I wake up three or four or even more times a night. And it takes me upwards of 20 minutes to get back to sleep. I even was able to fall back asleep after Love's alarm went off at 6am. So I got that extra sleep too.
Don't get me wrong. I'm still tired. (Six hours of unbroken sleep, while better then six hours of totally broken sleep, is two hours short of a good night's sleep for me.) But I'm slightly less tired then normal. And my eyes aren't puffy this morning. So that's another bonus for me. Heh.
It's Wednesday. We're half-way through. Tomorrow was supposed to be my last day this week. And a half-day to boot. Now I'm finishing the week and making both Thursday and Friday full days. Ugh. It's a lot of hours. I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to next week and sleeping in again. Man. It's going to take me forever to make up for last week and this week's complete lack of rest. (I'm so worn out that I'm actually laying down for an hour in the evening before dinner when I get home.) There's not enough hours in the day to get anything done. I have so much back-logged right now it's stupid. I can't even tell you how far behind I am on PhoenixFire Designs! The entire bracelet section still needs re-doing and I have tons of new stuff to add that's been sitting here for weeks that I haven't had time to do. It's awful. And I'm not getting any sales because I'm not updating the site. But I haven't had the time to do it!
So....that's my week so far. A lot of the same old, same old. Long days, early mornings, not enough sleep, bizare allergy issues. Just another day in the life of M.
