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Blogroll Me!
There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time
then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours
a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a
day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their
opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into
their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.
To these people I say grow up.
Here's a bit of info people...the web is
a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I
do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or
whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's
really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in
the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty
site has disappeared.
I pay for this site. It's mine. That
means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm
bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else.
Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read
them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live
and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care.
This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or
fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and
express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't,
it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.
*gets off soapbox*
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
No Pc Blues
Day Two. No pc. Not just an unstable pc, but no pc at all. Bah. Worried about how I'm going to get money for my domain hosting costs. I can't even update my PhoenixFire site to try to sell things to raise the money because I can't upload photos from my camera, let alone edit them or make/update pages nor upload them to my domain. Another bah. Feeling really lonely. No one commented on my last entry. At all. Which makes me sad. I thought when I logged in today, I'd have a message or two to look forward to. But...nope. I guess I just feel really alone. I'm cold today. Can't get rid of this chill. It's only 50-something outside (compared to the fact it's been well into the low 80's pretty much the entire month of February) and it was 40-something overnight. The apartment just won't warm up and neither can I. Took a long, hot shower, but I couldn't hold on to the warmth more then a few minutes after I left the steamy bathroom. I even turned the heat on to try to get some of the chill out of the room but it's not helping. I've noticed that this apartment doesn't retain heat at all. It stays pretty cool, but not warm when you put the heat on. If the heat isn't running, there's just a coldness immediately to the air. It stinks. Had a miserable migraine yesterday and into the night. Tossed and turned all night because it just kept waking me up. This morning, when Love got up to get ready for work, it was still there. He gave me a migraine ice to put on my forehead (one of the only things that helps me fall asleep when I have a migraine) and I managed to sleep and stay asleep for about four more hours. Woke up around 11am and just decided to get up. The migraine is lessened, but it has been lurking behind my left eye in the background way that only a fellow migraineur would understand. It's better but it's not gone and it could either fade away or go full blown again. It's walking on eggshells to make sure I don't do anything wrong to make it turn bad again. I'm sure it's because of this week being that time; I always have problems with migraine attacks and long-lasting migraines because of the hormone changes. It's like double the misery. Cramps AND migraines. Joy. Anyway, I'm just babbling. I'm lonely. I'm bored. I'm frustrated about my computer, needing a new harddrive and then needing to completely start from scratch again. I'm worried about raising the money for my domain hosting so I don't just disappear completely and I'm totally unsure what to do about it even if I DO raise the money. Do I stick with the risky host but leave things easy as is? Or do I go somewhere else, the hassle of moving and take a chance on someone else? Just not a really happy week. Just low and sad.
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