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Reminder...

There are people on the net that have nothing better to do with their time then be nasty to other people online. They post rude comments, spend hours a day talking about sites they hate so much, that they well, spend hours a day talking about them. (lame) They mock the owners and posters for their opinions and their right to free speech. They expect everyone to fit into their narrow-minded little world view or else they throw a temper tantrum.

To these people I say grow up.

Here's a bit of info people...the web is a HUGE place. If you don't like what I say here, or who I am, or what I do, or talk about, or what I look like, or the color of my hair, or whatever asinine thing you dwell on, go somewhere else. It's really, really easy. Honest. You just click the little "x" in the corner of your browser and *poof* the offending, big, mean and nasty site has disappeared.

I pay for this site. It's mine. That means I can use it for whatever the hell I want to. Don't like it if I'm bitching about something in my life? Oh fucking well. Go somewhere else. Think I'm stupid for expressing my thoughts? Too fucking bad, don't read them. Somewhere along the line, someone forgot this simple fact: Live and let live Don't like me, cool, fine, whatever, I don't care. This journal is NOT for you. It's for me. I'm not in it for popularity or fame or anything stupid like that. I write it because I need to write and express myself and get things out of my head sometimes. So read or don't, it doesn't matter, but don't waste my time (or yours) bitching about it.

*gets off soapbox*


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Monday, March 14, 2005

Having a Bad Day
So I went to the dentist today. Some of it was better then I thought and some of it was worse. I have a lot more to worry about that I didn't know about above and beyond the reason I went (the chipped tooth.) I spent a good deal of the afternoon crying. I'm just really past the breaking point. "It'll get better" people always say but that's just fucking bullshit. It never gets better. Ever. I just sink further and further down.

I don't want to talk about the details right now. I have such a headache and even though I can't stop thinking about everything, I don't want to think about it so much that I have to write about it.

I'm just so weary of it all. So tired my soul aches.