I have to get up and go in tomorrow because it's my last day at the temp job (except I guess they need help the last two weeks of may for some reason) but I'm practically doing everything I can to procrastinate going to bed. I don't really know why either. It's not like I hate sleeping or want to be tired tomorrow. I'm still not fully up to speed on my energy levels (I'm still getting worn out really quickly) so the four hours tomorrow will be a lot for me (as sad as that sounds). But I just don't want to go to bed. I really don't want to face it for some reason and I can't figure out why.

On a totally unrelated note, I'm having a problem with trying to remember where I heard something before. I'm reading this book (Wit'ch Storm) and in it, the author uses the word "Gul'Gotha" for the big bad of the series. Problem is, I swear hearing something just like it used somewhere else before. A movie? A tv show? An anime? A video game..? Where? Something like gogotha or gulgotha or golgotha.... I can almost hear it. It's so damned close. But I can't put my finger on it. I've tried google, but I'm only getting this book series and some weird xtian reference I don't even know what it's about. (And seeing as I'm not xtian, I know that's not what I'm thinking of.) Does this ring a bell to anyone else?

Bah. I've stalled long enough I need to get some damned sleep. I just don't want to. So weird when you have this strong, deep feelings that you can't understand the origin and motivation for them...

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 4/30/2004 01:16:59 AM ~ ~