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Thursday, May 29, 2003

My friend Jef was supposed to come over today, but he never even called. We also invited our friend Rand over since Jef was supposed to be coming, but he got back to me around 6pm to say he couldn't. No biggie, just weird that we never heard anything. Guess it worked out well then since no one showed up.

Was just sitting here, nosing through the net when I suddenly got the line One day I had a dream in my head. I picked up a pen and started to write in my little fat notebook I keep on the desk (to jot the odd thing down). Six little pages later, I had written a short story. I typed it up and read it to my Love and I like it. Simple, and misty just like a dream of it's inspiration, I'm going to copy it here. I don't know why the sudden flourish of words lately, but I'm always happy when my long lost Muse decides to come by and fill a few days a year with words for me.

The Crossroads
One day I had a dream.

I found myself walking down a dusty path in a forest of giants. Sunlight filtered down, dancing between the canopy of branches. As I walked, I became aware of tiny winged pixies disappearing and reappearing on the edges of my vision, flittering between the shafts of sunlight.

I kept walking, trying to hide my growing sense of wonder and displacement, remembering old echoes faerie myths and rules I heard and knew as a child.

I don’t know for how long I walk – everything remains the same in this place – until something subtly starts to change. I hear a sound like a choir of voices somewhere between laughing and singing. It comes from ahead and I pick up the pace to meet this new discovery.

A small stream appears before me, in a clearing of the woods. The water splashes happily, bubbling over the moss-covered rocks. A delicate bridge of seeming white lace, or spider’s web arches so daintily across that I hold my breath in fear of breaking it. But as I look, I see the signs of age it wears; the little worn parts on rail and board where many a person has stopped, and stood, looking out at the crystal water. Gently, I step to it, then bravely on it, my footing firm and sure despite the weathered look of polished bone. I stand on it’s apex, resting my hands in the self-same worn place of the rail, unaware as the beauty of this dreamscape enraptures me and stirs music in my soul.

I feel the wind then, light and soft, it caresses my cheek and playfully tosses my hair. I feel the air and the crispness of it enter my nose and fill my lungs. I stop thinking and simply start being. My breath, my heart, the wind, the constant flow of the river below me. I in this moment, I am One with it all. And in this moment I realize the basic beauty and connection of life.

I open my eyes (when did they close?) and my sight finds a sign post just past the bridge. It reads plainly:

The Crossroads


And I realize I no longer dream but neither am I truly awake. I stand on the bridge between memory and dream and I suddenly understand.

This life is a flower, opening in the sunlight of hope; growing in the arms of belief and giving to the world a flash of Beauty. We are because we are meant to be. We live because life is a dream. We love because heart is the core of the soul.

As I stand on the bridge it comes to me as clear as the aqua sky above. I realize I have come home and here I shall wait for you to have your own dream. We will meet at the crossroads and together we will bloom.

(copyright 2003 M. Turner, All Rights Reserved)
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Days like this I remember my dream of writing novels; telling stories for a living and letting free those little worlds that live within. Maybe on a day like today, that dream is closer then I realize and maybe I should spend some time with pen in hand and see what comes of it. Happy day to all.

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