Freaked out because I have my women's annual appointment tomorrow at the Health Department (so I can stay on the Pill so I don't die from anemia) and I'm well, freaked out about it. I hate it like any sane woman does, but I have..issues...with that sort of thing because of, well, let's just leave it at a bad childhood shall we? It's just about the most terrifying and unnerving thing in my life and I can't believe a year has already gone by since the last. Fuck. I hate these things. Not to mention it's at 9:30am so I'm up when my Love is for work at 7am and that sucks too. Hense, I'm off to bed. Here's hoping I can sleep.

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 8/21/2002 01:20:26 AM ~ ~