Do you know that I've logged in over a DOZEN fucking times today in an attempt to get this damned thing published but EVERY SINGLE TIME IT SAYS UNAVAILABLE.

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK

Dammit, I need to be able to write when I feel like writing, not just whever the fuck it lets me. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 1/9/2002 04:33:26 PM ~ ~