Ok quick note....I have to get my filling done today and I am stupidly scared over it. I mean, I'm making myself sick with worry that it's going to suck, hurt, be hell. You have to understand, I only have one other filling and I got it when I was like 8. I don't remember what it was like! I was 8! I'm super scared and this is so silly...but, I'm still super scared. Arg. I've had a ton of much more serious stuff done on my mouth before, so why this little, casual, everyday filling is scaring me so much, I have no clue. But, I am honestly trembling with fear. And I have to go by myself which I think makes it worse.

Gods, I hope I'm just over panicking for nothing. I really don't want to be in massive amounts of pain.

Anyway, I have other news to report on the anemia front (good news for once!) but it's very long and detailed and I don't have time for it right now. Perhaps if my mouth isn't driving me insane this afternoon/evening I'll try to post a complete update. In the meantime, however, ACK! I'm scared!

~ flowers bloom near Memory and Dream at 2/27/2001 01:09:44 PM ~ ~